Today is such a drag. Neighbours was making so much noise.Slamming doors, shoutings, laughters and drillings.~Argh~ Crap all that noise i couldn't have a Proper Sleep. Anyway i woke up at 10am. Computer in my room gotten a Virus. ~Argh Argh~ So i have to use my dad's computer. All my songs that i wanted to put in my MP3 ~Argh Argh Argh~ Anyway i can't be bothered so i clean my room, things under my pillow, my wallet, my cds. Whao i haven't ate a thing well i ate 4 breads. =B
Anyway people might wonder what's with the title.Well i was thinking of my life in Secondary. Even though it was full of Hard times accepting of Growing Up, It was all wonderful! If it wasn't for that i wouldn't become the person i have become today. I can say i'm still finding my kind that i use to hang around with. Like A'yunni,Cheryl,Jacklyn,Hafidah,Rosiah all this people know me inside out. Things i hate to my habits. To me when they jokes it's not really hurting or cross the line. The jokes they make its really funny. Anyway what can i do. I can't please everyone and please my choice of friends cus i have already found them and they only come once a lifetime.Big Thanks to you guys.
Anyway later i'll be going for MMTC chalet. Meeting Joanne H. at 6pm since notthing much seems to be goin on the place right now. All they did was played cards, go arcade and played pool. Not really kind of fun. Anyway my mom didn't cook for the Chalet thingy cus it's too expensive and my dad birthday is coming so yup yup. *Choke* *Choke* water went the other pipe hole. Ok dokie. I just re-painted my toe nails cus the green was fading. Now it's colored black! WEee...
I feel like re-decorating my room. I mean re-paint the walls, put designs since i love drawing designs and re-painting my dresser cabinet. hahahaha i remember i wanted to paint my room black ceilling and red walls hahah now i think of it, it's gonna be horrible. hahah anyway i hope Joanne(my sis) brings me to Ikea =B
Anyway that's all i'm running of ideas to write about.
Here is the song of the day: I suppose to put it in my MP3 but my comp is down.
Evanescence - Lies
Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again
You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You will not rise above
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
[Chorus:]
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me
Love Always:
Jessica