Hey!
I have stuffs i want to blog about, i'll start on Friday...

Friday

After staying in school to do the DMT lab i went to meet Maisarah at Bugis, I saved her from her boredom...ate at the place which the mee soto that i ate was spicy...anyway we shop and got my hard disk change and we met a band who i think made used of their "band status" to get our no. which i found amusin. Lucky i didn't give Maisarah give hers and the guys is somewhat forcing her to go to their gig.Anyway at the end of the day i was broke i had 10 bucks left i had 70 bucks. Gosh all thanks to so much food that i consume.


Saturday

Woke up early to meet up with Joanne at her work place walk to bugis so some amazing stuffs i want to get but i just realise i had 10 bucks in my wallet how great. Anyway Joanne paid most of the stuffs thank the lord that she didn't complain...Attended mass at Sacred Heart church and mom told us the mass was at 5.30pm but it was the Noven thingy so we sat attend the mass.....Camwhore around and head home....


ok here is my blog for today....

I stayed up late to finish your work and cried doing cus it was so darn stressful and all it took you is to walk out the door. I hate to rely on you and your words. I knew that you're someone that i won't really like or trust. I won't be suprise that i won't do so well in this subject cus this isn't what i like to do. I rather be stressed out on something i like doing and then i had no passion for. I rather have you not to care than to care at all. Seriously man i rather have you sit infront of your computer all day and we do what we need to do in the book cus it's the same. When your day is all grey you treat us like what the hell. I can say your nice at times but sometimes it gets unfair. I may be the only one who feels this way cus i had put so much work on it. I know there are the rest of them the same. I'm not very fond on people who doesn't apperciate the work given even if it sucks at atleast it the affort is there. Respects doesn't come by being a jerk, a jerk doesn't deserved respect cus respect should be given by the person who entrusted you sorry i won't give you the respect.Moving on to another. I really hate myself for being the person i am. I want to be that person in my head wants to be. I'm always thinking am i a fun person? Am i too serious? Things i shouldn't worry. I'm not worried when i'm with people i feel comfortable to do stupids things and not be ashame of it. What happen to that person????



I'm always feeling sorry for myself?
If there was a door to my thoughts.
I would give you a penny for every senseless thoughts
There is a world outside my window
Waiting for me to explore.

PS: I will upload pictures tomorrow...



Love always:
Jessica