Now in class havin CARE session cus IA mr. Anthony never come to school. Which is good cus i think i able to go off early.
I'm actually kinda having a bad day, the guys keep playing my tennis ball, first was Anthony hit me on the left kidney by the ball, Joshua hit my ball down from the 4th level. follwed by Kim Teck hit my ball from the 2nd level and lastly Rajen was playing with the ball with his feet it hit on my right kidney. I decided to sit down and just rest and then this Kim Teck started to make fun of me together with Prawn and i was sitting down doing or saying nothing. They disturbed me and started laughing at me in a away that it's offensive. I just cried, i was so angry and wanted to scream at their faces.
A'yunni called me out of class and i took that time and talk to her to release my anger. Stayed outside for quite awhile when Thomas went out to look for me cus he thought i was still crying. Then i went in Zul ask me what happend tried to tell him all he does is made fun of me again. Tears started coming down. Once i star crying it very hard for me to stop crying. I went to Thomas side for comfort got one from him but everytime he metion "Dun Cry" i will feel sadder. Then i got called out for another Interview for the Bridge Leader and i told them that i cannot commit so much now that my forcus is on my Dance Buddies. He said that he have to talk to Ms Veron about it. Well it's up to them, i'm not gonna put my 1000% on it cus the time commitment is just too much for me. I need to think of my folks in Dance as they were always there for me in Tears and Joy. Screw it, You want me in or not i could careless as long i can go for my dance thingy and at the same time play my part as bridge leader i can deal with it.
Watch Children of heaven yup watch it again
After class went to find A'yunni gonna play Tennis.
Played Tennis till 2.45pm and walk to N2 Macdonalds to Eat(Kim Ying's idea) After that went to Secondary School and it was raining damn heavily. Got wet but A'yunni said it was sexy. Saw all my Dance Buddies! It really made me smile, thinking how much i missed them! Old friends are still the best it was good to have people who understand you and can laugh togther with you not laugh at. After that Mrs V. asked me to come back next week for the voting of the new President etc.
Went Bedok with Saedah and A'yunni and i headed down to Tampines to eat. Laugh alot in the bus cus of the South Park Version of PU0601C Rahim cartoon is in my hp wallpaper. I love it so much cus it really look like him! XD Took picture and went around. Head home cus it was already 8+ so yup home now. Anyway i'm kind disappointed how school turn out today, The only person who stood by me and tried to make me feel better was Thomas, Screw it guys, you can make call me Maid, Filipino maid etc but you guys have gone too far by not caring for me when i need encourgement. Don't you guys even consider me as a friend? You can saying i'm not nice but do you know i did for Christine? Do you even care to ask Christine why she left the other group? FUCK!
Ya, i'm beening emotional so i'll stop here stop all my whining. Ask me to Move on~ Sooner or later i'm gonna let it all out. I don't want big faus about it...Read this Forget it. I know some people might feel offended but i have every right to express my feelings. Hack me Hack you!
The person who understand me in and out! Love Ya so much
Jessica