Good Evening/Moring(1.36am)

How are you guys!I have not been updating much sorry about that but i will try and blog more. Tomorrow i will be going to sentosa with Fam. It's a first cus my mom hates going to the beach now she is packing some food to be brought there and it seems like we're a stayin there with the food that she is planning to bring. On Friday A'yunni and i bought VERY CHEAP slash heart pain due to the original price that we bought before. Our vans was selling 10 bucks when we bought for 60? A great buy isn't! hahaha wanted to get another but didn't have my size. I'm back to broke and i need to save money holiday is coming and i'm going back to Philippines i need cash! Bad! I'm suppose to get the headphone but i spent it all on buying stuffs that wasn't in my list. Crap. I went early due to my mom brave and coward move by heading early alone. Darn i rush back home around 8 i reach home to find my cousin at home.



Today joanne went to the Grasshopper concert and she was treated as a VIP as she bought the most expensive ticket in the house. They suprisingly remember her after not seeing in 10 years or so. hahahaha Joanne was a hardcore fan to be precise



I want to take a moment to speak what's in my mind. I'm controlling my anger as best i can. i'm really am i want to do is just call and shout at the person on the line to stop being a big headed shithead! I really want to do that but i'm restraining myself. Why do you give up so easily and expect people to clean your shit for you? Maybe your busy but atleast have the decency to inform me that your going need help. We could figure something out. I don't like your attitude when you speak that your giving me or to anybody, Open your eyes that your not the only one on pressure or stressed take a look at everybody around. Do you think they enjoying what is happening now. Have the decency to see that atleast. Words can only takes you far but action takes you beyond then that .




Sometimes i wish i wasn't so sensitive but it's a part of me that can't be change,I can try and change other stuffs about me but somethings can't really be change and sensitivity isn't one that can be change. if you knew me before you know what i'm capable of doing.I was a train wreck and ticking time bomb.



Love Always:
Jessica