Hey Y'll
Sorry for the lack of updates. This week is been insane. It's too long to explain everything but i will just update you on today. How would you feel if you trust a person and only to find out later that the person don't trust you. Well that is what happen just now in school. We were all hanging out and we were talking about being open.When one of them said that everyone who has problem goes to Erika and i ask why(i know that cus Erika tells me) and suddenly one of them said "I'm not trust worthy" Who will not be hurt? I'm not angry but more hurt. Calling me "not trust worthy" got me thinking among my group of friends and realize they don't open up to me only one person in the group tells me everything. I can keep a secret. I kept so many. And they expect me to laugh it out. Am i being too nice to them that they are dancing around my head. Well i'm not going to. I'm not going to give in this time. They are over abusing my niceness and it HAS TO STOP. They don't take me seriously and treat me me like i'm nothing well i'm going to turn the table and show them. Cus being nice here isn't working and rather share my niceness to someone is needs it most.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Maybe i need a new direction