If you give them the chance.

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don't sell your heart,

Friday, May 11, 2007

The back door is close

Hey!
I finally going to update. The past few days i have being feeling out of place, guilt just feeling like i'm self destructing. I woke having a flash back of the last moment of that incident. It made me realise what kind of person i am no matter how much i wish and pray to be that better person i want to be.I just can't seem to reach it or close to it. I want to say it was just a bad dream but it was far to real to pretend it didn't happend. I want to insolate myself from everything and anyone around me. Jeff helped me by understanding what people don't see physically. I missed writing these kind of stuffs. Stuffs that i don't come out from my mouth.
I'm thinking what my mom told me about heading to Philippines to study and maybe i will consider it. I sometimes wonder why can't i ignore problems that isn't there and stop taking things too seriously? I want it to go away.

Love Always:
Jessica

you will never get it back.