Hey,


I'm now feeling really depress. You know that my bestfriend Ivy had entrusted me to take care of her hamster Bacon and today i was in school i received a phone call from my sister telling me that Bacon had died! At first i thought it was a joke didn't took it so bad but was upset. It's like when i woke up today it was still happily running on the wheel! Throughout the day my mood was low. I rush home to see and once i got home i just cried! And i notice something Bacon didn't died naturally cus i saw it holding a bread in it's tiny paws and ants was coming out of Bacon's mouth! So i think that Bacon ate a bread that had ants in it! Fuck Myself! I blame myself!




I'm just so torn! And the guys still can make fun!How nice of them not even a word of condolence! Screw it! I'm taking it very hard is because it's not mine it was given and i promise to take care of it! If people doesn't give maybe i won't take it so hard. Bacon didn't even stay long not even a year! Haiz damn heart pain!




Now i have to find a way to tell Ivy that her hamster died. I don't think she can take it easy she loved that hamster! I wonder how if Piggy aka Hammy died i think i'll cry worst! I'm faustrated! Anyway i don't think i able to go out tomorrow since i'm kinda feeling down! Just now Piggy/Hammy scared the living day light of me! I thought it was dead!It was in the tin can and next thing it outside the tin can lying like Bacon did...Piggy is what i call it and my sis call it Hammy...lol nice right?Ham and Bacon!




Tomorrow i have IFA Phase Test die lah! I think i will end up disappointed in myself again! Goodness i think i'm havin a flu!My eyes are so red and my face is damn itchy! What the hell Piggy did the same thing again! Lol anyway i'm not in the mood to update! so

R.I.P

BACON