Don't ask me what's with the title, i like it!
Anyway i kinda sad cus i did my EES test and it actually easy but i have to ask what the hell is the freakin Formula! Y a i know how to do but the formula is not in my head!Crap i disappointed in myself i think i will do worst in the comin Phase Test...Damn it i'm screwed! Haiz now all i want to do is run away to a place called Fantasy...
Anyway i want to study from tomorrow onwards so no more messin around! Go home straight every after school! Don't care i want to do well! People say i'm smart i don't think so? look at me now strugglin and i don't like strugglin so better get use to all the stress that is comin my way! Now my motive is "Set your mind on the things you want to accomplish" Ha sound kinda Cliche
Ok don't want to drag you guys into my state of depression it's kinda stupid. I can't wait for 27 March 06 goin to go out and meet my beloved guess gals! Who made my working experience damn fun they made me feel my age not older unlike my manager to expect me to dress so old and act old! Thanks Girls! Anyway i want to watch Date Movie! It seems funny! Anyway i have come to a point i have gone mad! I dunno i'm feeling it! anyway i have to go American's Top Model!! I hope tomorrow morning there will be a more will power!
Song of the day:
A Dozen Furies - Lost In Fanstasy
Suspendid
I'm weightless
Probing through my thoughts
I'm unconscious I
swallow the thought of one day
I will wake to reality
How can I find my own?
Lost in a fantasy
When will this life be whole
I've tried a million ways
To break free
I stay high
Sedated
Insecurities far away now
Wasted, I stand here and bleed
For a way to reinvent me
Prepare for the leap
There will be no more suffering
Push within to find the will
To plunge to the end
Take a deep breath
Plunge to the face of the earth
For the awakening
Face down on the concrete
Pick up all the shattered
Pieces of me
*now you know where i got my title*
Love Always:
Jessica