Hi guys!
My week didn't start up well as i planned or hope for. Beware long rant..
Well remember the cookies project it's in a group well not alot of my classmate bought but they just made fun cus i bought it. But still i have to packed everything nicely. Ok one of my team members is such a hero by giving away the Hershey (for every cookies bought there will be a free kiss) and we were running low on it. Remember we need to earn a profit. (this is where i really miss josco with his fast talking sales specialties)I was the only one who was doing anything my team members decided to go out. So i have to be the one to convince and i'm telling i was so stress over night because thinking how much should i will sell it for.At the same time i was doing my Management project which my team members didn't help. Ok so i wasn't too pleased on how the class look at the situation cus to me i will buy your product as a friend and because of your hard work even if i don't need it or want it i'm still will buy it cus your a friend. I was feeling down already and they still can pester me to bring my guitar where it's not the right time.
Today i decided to bring a few cookies just in case someone still wants to buy and i have to take pictures selling them.(i couldn't take a picture of myself selling cookies) While taking the pictures Ejay one of my team members decide to give it all away all 3 cookies away and the hersheys kisses. I was so mad at him cus it's my money being used to buy the cookies and he just gave it away. I was so frustrated at him. He destroy my mood the whole day and Karl is no help at all. He keep asking why the long face and when i told him and just say you should be angry cus in the end you will lose. I really don't care cus i'm involved i have every right to be angry. Now i'm thinking whether i should put their names down in the project but i don't wish to make enemies...
Here is the thing, they are making use of me and stepping over the line. I can be very generous and can be very selfish. But they are pushing it. Seriously. They keep asking to treat them food everyday. Ok small stuffs i don't mind paying but transportation, food i have to pay and i'm not their whoever to do that. They parents give them pocket money for a reason....And words around they say they can't take me seriously? In ITE or in SAC my classmates before thinks i'm too serious and here they think i'm a joke. Their the joke cus every time i try speaking to them seriously i can get funny answers, made fun of. I tend be a cry baby here more than back in singapore cus when i'm pissed off i get to say what i want to say but here i can't. My classmate here is such a joke and my mom doesn't really give good advice, erika is like don't mind them. blah. I want to talk about it thankfully i have a blog to let it all go but it is still different from talking to someone about it.
Ok Ejay and Raf came over my house to bake and take pictures so that we can put it in our powerpoint. He made up for it. We talk things through about the girls in our group as the completely never contributed. As the leader of the group i have to decide whether to put their names down or ask them to pay up for the things bought as part of their contribution....Hmmmm...i dunno...i'm asking around for opinion. I'm really glad i have Josven and Via giving me advices and helping me out....
Anyway i have to go i need to do my powerpoint. Chao people!
PANIC AT THE DISCO IS COMING TO PHILIPPINES!!!! *tix is turd expensive*
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I want to diattach myself from you..