HEY YO!!
Today was PC Show head down to buy a LCD Monitor. Bought a Samsung is was cheap cus we don't we a expensive cus Joanne might spoil it. hahaha Anyway i saw Anthony but didnt say Hi to him cus it was crowded and he was serving a customer. Hahahah After that Mom stopped by the Lacoste shop again and i was again force to get a shirt. Hmmmmmm...i wanted a jeans!!! Darn it..the bus ride home was crowded and i couldn't sleep....
This week i did my Phase Test and Class Test, and i don't think i'm able to get GPA 3.5, i let myself down but doing badly for NMS. I'm sad cus i know i can do better...I'm disappointed that i should have stuck to something i know and not be a hero and try my luck. ARGH. It sucks bad and to make things worst i tried the past year papers and i'm telling it's f**king hard! My jaw was open when i was reading it on the bus....
Sometimes i wonder how things are in the future like what am i doing in the future? Will i be successful or a failure? Where will i be? You know what i mean? hmmmmm....Cus we will grow and change our preception on everything.
I have to work harder to not be a failure, i dun mind being in the middle.I want to be independent just like before . I dun want to go back to the shit hole that i used to be..
Love Always:
Jessica
Thursday, May 31, 2007
I got myself to blame