If you give them the chance.

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don't sell your heart,

Friday, January 19, 2007

Breaking from the inside

I just talk to my mom about the Laos trip and she didn't want me to go cus she will be all alone and i told her that am i the only child? I'm pissed off cus she wants me to do well go to NAFA or Poly but how can i go there when i need CCA points where i have none. That points may help me to get a better grades. Now mom is crying cus she said she was depress, how bout me? All of us are depress i was depress since highschool. What hurts most when she said she rather have dad then us. I think her action says it all i'm won't be going. Right now i feeling numb from all this. Seriously i rather feel nothing then feel at all. I want to lock myself in coner a room and never come out. I want to stay in the darkness forever. She doesn't know how i feel.

Crap life~

Love always:
Jessica

you will never get it back.