hey,
If there is any one out there who thinks they are having a bad day live through mine, Anyone who thinks they are going mental i should be the one. I once again received a bad news and it's the news that i heard three times this year. My Uncle passed away just this evening. His was in Singapore 3 months back with my granpops to settle his PR stuffs and he had a stroke and fell in the toilet who was left who my granpops who can't really walk properly. He was sent to the ICU for 2-3 weeks and finally he was sent to Philippines ICU cus the bill here is too big already. He was in ICU for 2 1/2 months and yesterday the doctor gave up on treating him. Though it's a good thing cus he saw how much his childrens will do anything to spend every moment together even though when he was alive they were not close. He doesn't deserved to suffer so much pain. I won't be going back cus i have an Exam on Friday but maybe New Year I will be going back my Aunty in America is also going back. Now that he is dead she wants to be part of it. WTF! When he was lying on the hospital bed she refuse to come out money to help pay the hospital bill.My poor granpops have to come out with his money that he needs for himself.



I was sleeping when my mom received the call. When i woke up my mom was literally going mad and wanted to give up on life. Three people close this family passed away not long enough for wounds to heal. I wonder why am i not mental at this point? Even though i can tell myself how many billion times "God has a plan for all of us" but why does it happen so close by. This 2006 is full of break downs. My Aunty also my Dad's Sister is taking this year really really hard. She lost 2 of her Brothers and Her Bestfriend and her only daughter ran away from home. She saw how her mother passway and her mother's bestfriend passway. She was always there when this happend. Seriously she should be the one going mental.



Enough said. Today met up with Christine to study at Macs we studied for 2 hours then headed to get Joanne H. birthday present. Then met up with A'yunni head to City Hall wanted to go for Interview but the queue was damn long so we decided to come back later and the queue was longer. So we decided to go somewhere. It's been a long time since i went to Raffles's City and we walk around and head to old hang out slash shopping area Penisula. Well the shops still the same but more Guitar shops and there is a shop that sells Gibson and Fender , like the one in the Parklane but Parklane has more Gibson. Anyway after walking around it was raining so we went to Funan to waste time looking at Ear phones and Gagets. It was already 6 plus so i head home took the train in Raffles Place cus City Hall will not have a place to seat. Yup.



I have to do my MFDI now. Life is so unpredictable.



Love Always:
Jessica