HOOO!
Today i was waken up by Erika to tell me a bad news. My Hamster Happy pass away the hamster that Andrea and A'yunni gave me on my birthday. It sucks bad! I didn't want to see how Happy looked like so i ask Erika to take care of it cus i saw Bacon pass away and i don't want to experience it. After that i was smsin Andrea till i fell asleep again woke up at 3pm. I didn't wash my face or brush my teeth just ate my lunch. Then went straight to iron the pile of clothes. Have not been ironing for the pass weeks. SO there were a Huge pile. Iron till 7pm then i went to ate and Erika took over. Went down to buy Gift Wrapper for Jack's present. Then went comfirm with Jack what time to meet and all but she was busy and so she couldn't make it tomorrow. So i will be staying at home or going China Town with my Aunty so that they won't get lost.. Anyway I'm kinda piss off that my mom is not letting me go to the airport to get Arnel because she claims that nobody will be home and i told her that Erika will be in the room but she refuse to let me go...I mean it's for awhile it's not that i will be gone till 2 am. Gosh. That time i have a School Camp and it was for SICT leadership camp and i couldn't go cus my mom won't let me...The thing i don't get is that she won't be alone. GOSH...My chance to stand to go Poly i've missed. Now i have to rely on my studies which is hard due to the competition.




That day i was sneezing my brains out she didn't buy me medicine i had to go down myself and get it the next day so the whole night i was sneezing and my back is aching. I feel so fucked in a way. I know she gives me freedom to go out with my friends on friday but doing simple stuffs i can't do anymore. I don't have my own room now and she complains that her room is messy. My room has become a store room....I really need more air to breath she is coking me...She doesn't act this way towards Erika and Joanne. GOSH~!Getting a simple shoe she nags and when Joanne gets a New Hp she doesn't come on! I didn't ask her for money so that i could get that shoe i save my ass for that shoe. Sometimes i don't get it.I know it's kinda selfish cus my mom needs support but i'm not the only child.




Anyway it's comfirm i'm going to Philippines this 29 Oct so means i won't be celebrating my Halloween here in Singapore. I try my best to get the Dried Mangoes for you Josco. Not a sure thing okey. hahahhahaa




Anyway i'm still haven't finish my trexi doll. Which is getting on my nerve. I have no idea why...But i have planned that next week i'm book to finish my intese project. So i have to inform my sisters so that they don't hog the computer. Argghhh....losing my mind here. hahahaha




That will be all guys for now...I'm going to bathe and try to cry my eyes out so cus that's the only place i can cry now since i don't have my own bed. So yup people. Maybe with the feelings i can write songs about it. HA...I shall see.......






Love Always:
Jessica